Emptiness is killing me. Hits my face like the moon crashes the sun. Make a lonely ton of pain. So I gotta run, pick up my shotgun, and shoot everyone I hate to, intimidate everyone I love to, and knock everyone I don't want to. Ask them to end this show. Eeeny, meeny, miny, moe... . Fuck life. Fuck liars around me. Fuck noise. Fuck love.
All I need is some happiness. So I could stop to write this fucking words and fucking use it in everyfuckingwhere in this fucking sentence.
I hate when people say I am not happy. For me, happiness is a thing secretly combined with thousands of unfulfilled expectations. Unfilled, not yet. And I'm sure one day will be reached before the day that I die.
Or should I ask my parents to kill me now? They'd be glad to.